(You know, you don't have to quote like that. Just type a new post. If it's posted, I'll see it.)
(( I think that's the least of her problems.))
((After watching five seasons of Voyager I'm a lot closer to the design I want. I got some species already, I got the basics, I just need to get the technology down and the factions down...))
(I
am incredibly sorry for my lack of posting. I didn't intend to get this
bad at procrastinating... I hope all can forgive me. Hopefully, I'll
actually be able to crack down and do something...)
((Yeah, you're the guy who has procrastination issues.
Beside
the self-critiquing sarcasm I haven't really earned the right to use I
actually have something to say, namely, I was thinking of resigning from
the rp, officially, not the unofficial rubbish called leaving the site
for half a year.
The last post knocked me into a loop of logic,
there was no way I could keep the personalities of the characters
intact without leading to some kind of conflict. It knocked me out of it
so hard I couldn't get back into it. I stopped my planning, my
research, focused on other roleplaying sites and on school because I'm
just a few months from finishing highschool, and the Legion now seems
like a very distant concept to me. It's somewhat disturbing for someone
who has only had 1 hub of safety to return to from the arduous journey
my life has been at a younger age(psychologically speaking), that now no
longer exists. In fact I have no connection to any of the characters,
the universe, the species anymore, and I'm missing a safe haven my mind
can return to these days. My ideology has become less confused, still
very radically left, but traditionally left, Marx rather than Joshi. It
doesn't necessarily conflict with my universe, but it feels like I'm
trying to live in a few wooden planks. It's the same material as a shed,
but it's not a shed. My universe has become foreign to me and to
reconstruct a new one would be a very difficult process. As you were
able to experience, the old one took more than two years to develop.
And
because of all that, I'm thinking of resigning, or at the very least
offering to get all Legion characters out of harm's way where they can
die in peace. I, contrary to what I believe to be popular opinion, am
still concerned about this rp, and I will not be caught damaging it any
further.))
((Rather than delay my post by another week, perhaps writing would be better. I got most things figured out time wise, got a rhythm down for the 10+ rps I have over 4 different forums. This one's a little hard to respond to. Sukina and co. is just painful, not impossible but painful. They step into a helicopter and I.....somehow have to contribute something.......maybe they stare at the seats...
And the Nekros situation is much worse. I've basically messed up in a way that would require him to tick out. Just because of damn symbolism. I just need to find a way to make him distinguish between good commies and bad commies.))
((I'm just being morbid, not helping anyone. And it's great that it ended on good terms, even if it seems hard to do after cheating but eh, peace'n love'n **** > hatred and depression))
((And I have all that to look forward and much more, if sneaking out to get rope wasn't bad enough already. The face of humanity is not a kind one and I have yet to see it's full extent.
((To explain my absence, I'm still in the middle of exam season. And german summer vacation is only six weeks so I still have a bit to go until I get my vacation in July))
((I hate writing finals about databases. Especially if my teacher finds it necessary to make on test in the entire year with everything of that entire year and doesn't even explain things to us.
Ask him any question, his answer is always: "Read the sheet." always.........literally always
And newcomers are always welcome, we need some fresh blood, like jax for example.))
((op forums simply won't display all the videos, just replace all the unique codes but I guess you knew that......I can't even edit the post it won't save changes))
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(( I think that's the least of her problems.))
((After watching five seasons of Voyager I'm a lot closer to the design I want. I got some species already, I got the basics, I just need to get the technology down and the factions down...))
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((Whoever made gun that might get another commission
Good old Chesed, he was infuriating to deal with. He probably got some Legion tech for his troubles
As for my new world, I was going from the Valhalla idea me and Ulti set in earlier, but I still need a universe to attach it to.))
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((Yeah, you're the guy who has procrastination issues.
Beside
the self-critiquing sarcasm I haven't really earned the right to use I
actually have something to say, namely, I was thinking of resigning from
the rp, officially, not the unofficial rubbish called leaving the site
for half a year.
The last post knocked me into a loop of logic,
there was no way I could keep the personalities of the characters
intact without leading to some kind of conflict. It knocked me out of it
so hard I couldn't get back into it. I stopped my planning, my
research, focused on other roleplaying sites and on school because I'm
just a few months from finishing highschool, and the Legion now seems
like a very distant concept to me. It's somewhat disturbing for someone
who has only had 1 hub of safety to return to from the arduous journey
my life has been at a younger age(psychologically speaking), that now no
longer exists. In fact I have no connection to any of the characters,
the universe, the species anymore, and I'm missing a safe haven my mind
can return to these days. My ideology has become less confused, still
very radically left, but traditionally left, Marx rather than Joshi. It
doesn't necessarily conflict with my universe, but it feels like I'm
trying to live in a few wooden planks. It's the same material as a shed,
but it's not a shed. My universe has become foreign to me and to
reconstruct a new one would be a very difficult process. As you were
able to experience, the old one took more than two years to develop.
And
because of all that, I'm thinking of resigning, or at the very least
offering to get all Legion characters out of harm's way where they can
die in peace. I, contrary to what I believe to be popular opinion, am
still concerned about this rp, and I will not be caught damaging it any
further.))
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((Rather than delay my post by another week, perhaps writing would be better. I got most things figured out time wise, got a rhythm down for the 10+ rps I have over 4 different forums. This one's a little hard to respond to. Sukina and co. is just painful, not impossible but painful. They step into a helicopter and I.....somehow have to contribute something.......maybe they stare at the seats...
And the Nekros situation is much worse. I've basically messed up in a way that would require him to tick out. Just because of damn symbolism. I just need to find a way to make him distinguish between good commies and bad commies.))
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((I'm just being morbid, not helping anyone. And it's great that it ended on good terms, even if it seems hard to do after cheating but eh, peace'n love'n **** > hatred and depression))
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((And I have all that to look forward and much more, if sneaking out to get rope wasn't bad enough already. The face of humanity is not a kind one and I have yet to see it's full extent.
As morbid as it sounds this basically sums it up:
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((Theoretically we're waiting on me too so I wouldn't be too hard on him.))
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((In a few weeks I'll be a senior aswell. Only one more year of hardcore studying @-@))
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((To explain my absence, I'm still in the middle of exam season. And german summer vacation is only six weeks so I still have a bit to go until I get my vacation in July))
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((I hate writing finals about databases. Especially if my teacher finds it necessary to make on test in the entire year with everything of that entire year and doesn't even explain things to us.
Ask him any question, his answer is always: "Read the sheet." always.........literally always
And newcomers are always welcome, we need some fresh blood, like jax for example.))
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((I got a modded one and even that can't run Black Desert Online or XCOM2
gtx660, I hoped more for the money.....))
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((hi))
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((okay less calm, I'll remember that for the next batch
and links(I put them in BB-code cause I thought this forum would actually work):
Melodic Dubstep:
Trap:
Big Room:
Breakbeat:
))
((And of course the forum suddenly decided to work just by putting the links in............))
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(("I'm too lazy to check the others"
Good to know my efforts were only 2/3 in vain. I'll try to find something, I was purposefully looking for more calm or at least constant melodies...))
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((op forums simply won't display all the videos, just replace all the unique codes but I guess you knew that......I can't even edit the post it won't save changes))