You throw around "honestly" like its a joke, and then beg like a child not even apologizing for lying. A mature person understands and appreciates feedback and strives to improve, which I already tried to help you in my previous post. Its obvious that nobody wanting a mature player would approve of your behavior. You have already been declined twice for this server (this is not the third time), which made a horrible first impression. You will not get accepted on this server. Be mature, accept it and please try harder with your other posts or not. Your choice.
Best of Luck.