That is really amazing, and I know you have heard it before in this thread but you really should write books. The kinds of worlds your mind can create are limitless but at the same time may be very personal. I was quite captivated by your story and would love to read a book like it but would completely understand if you did not feel like sharing your worlds. Also, you sir are very lucky to have the gift(or curse) of lucid dreaming.
i once had a dream that was f***ed up man i dreamed i kissed a ninetales that pokemon that looks like a kyuubi or a kitsune man now that was f***ed up i can never see that pokemon the same again
EDIT: and plus the dreams come back again man they just don't stop a dream that weird always comes back to me for some reason only later on it was like kissing then then she talked to me saying she loved me man that was f***ed up now i really have a hard time using a ninetales on my team
Okay so first you must understand, that my dreams are clear and make sense, even if slightly nonsensical. Also, all of my dreams are lucid. automatically lucid from birth. Also understand i wont be telling names because they are all very personal to me.
Also, from a previous post, my mind re-constructs things byit'self into new and beautiful things.
Now this dream was of me living in a place ruled by a Mysterious dictator in a very peaceful city. Nothing really went badly except for a few rebellions here and there that were eventually or very quickly calmed.
I lived in my old parents house, of which was paritally on the outskirts of the city, i didnt really do much except sell seashells on the weekends for a bit of extra cash.
My parents died from a rebellion attack, or thats what i was told, and i was able to live in my house as usual.
Nobody was required to work in this city, although you got better things if you did work.
Anyways, i just liked to eat with the daily allowance the government gave out, and relax for the rest of the day, walking around the city, or up and onto the wild and grassy plains.
So one day i took a path up and onto a very tall grassed Plateau, where i walked around, and eventually watched the clouds go by untill i dozed off for a few hours.
well, a few hours later i was woken up by somebody poking my cheek with a stick. How irritating!
I got up with a bit of annoyance that was quickly quelled when i saw it was a girl in a very, VERY white dress standing before me.
Her hair was a very night light blue, one of my personal favorites.
Anyways we talked and got to know eachother pretty well throughout the days.
I mean, most people didnt even care what day it was then, life just went on.
So i got to finding out that she had the ability to fly. WELL HORY CRAP, flying was one of my childhood dreams, here and there and anywhere.
Anyways, she went on to teaching me how to fly, and as soon as i could grasp it well, i was flying with her everywhere.
it. was beautiful.
Untill the clicking of the guns of the Dictatorship's army warned us to go down.
Turns out this girl lived inside giant mechanical fortress the dictatorship had created, and this was all told to me by the quite anoynamous "Commander" of the fortress.
Apprently he was the guy who ruled the place, and that everyone just knew him as commander.
I was extended an offer to live inside the steel palace with the girl and i accepted, feeling that it was time for a change of pace, and that i wanted to see what else was in this place.
Well, i was accomdated my own room, which by all standards was pretty nice. it was a few inches away from the girl's room (the one who i had gotten pretty fond of) and the payment for what i did was good too.
What i did? all i did was spend time with the girl in the town, or in the city. and another woman who collected psycyatric results and whatnot asked me about my day and what we did, and kept it confidential.
We always ate the commanders table, although the glares i got from the rest of the army in the mess hall door i had to walk by to get to the dining room was a bit frightening.
anyways, everybody else was real kind to us, and the psytrician was especially kind to me and the girl.
well, thats untill the girl showed me more things she could teach me/do, other than flying.
The commander found out and everything went to ****.
I was locked in my room, thrown in by the scruff of my neck after a serious beating from the commander and the girl was taken somewhere, i couldent have known.
But i attempted to break out of my room numerous times, because i was distraught as hell.
i LOVED THAT GIRL. and goddamnit i wasent about to go down without fighting.
Well, after a few hours of my hands going bright red and numb, and myself crying angrily, the door unlocked, well there was nobody outside, but i think it was that psycyatrist (or however you spell it.)
The girl's door was open, so i wondered what it was like, living here for her.
There was one window (you couldent open it, i tried.) a few posters, a bed in the middle of the room, and that was it.
Being curious, i searched the bed and found what was her diary, i think.
I read all about how she had found me that one day, and that life was terrible beforehand, and that things improved as we spent time together.
she had even drawn a few pictures about it, they were pretty nice come to think of it.
Anyways, lo and behold, i get the infamous commander right behind me, and im dragged off to lord knows where.
well, i finally end up in a laboratory with...human..creature like things in tanks ALL over the place.
I am explained to that the girl i was with was the success story for creating a psycokinetic Warrior, but she was just the first test series.
The others in the tanks are the actual soldiers, and that they are about ready to be released.
His plan was a hostile takeover of the entire island.
I almost crapped myself when he said island, i thought we were living on an entire world.
Well, not quite the truth. he told me that after the great war of 2900, the world had only this small colony left, and that humanity eventually grew into this.
Well hot damn, i ran. he let me run, because his autocannon arm was firing like ****ing crazy.
How i dodged? i used flight and everything i learned from that girl goddamnit.
Anyways, i got into the psycyatrists room, where that lady was holding the girl hostage.
The commander caught up was was smirking like ****ing hell.
But then the psycyatrsit shot the commanding in the chest and gave the girl to me, telling us she was a mole in the facility for the resistance attacks.
and, right on cue, the place erupted with explosions and sirens as What i could describe as the biggest rebellion attack started.
well, her and i ran. we got to the loading bay for the helicopters and jets, and opened the door.
The commander rushed in only to have a steel girder collapse on his back. how he was still alive? perhaps part machine explains this.
Anyways, we flew out the door as quick as we could, and the commander shot one last bullet at us.
it tore right through my shoulder, and i lost concentration and flight. only thing i could remember is blacking in and out of falling, untill i was caught.
The girl caught me was we flew away from the base quickly.
Truth was, i was loosing blood, and conciousness quite badly. everyone had been so desensitised to pain and violence on that island that pain was remote. we didnt know how to take an injury.
well, last i remember seeing was a shack, a small one in the middle of the ocean, on a small platform of land.
i rested for days as the girl took things from the slightly abandoned shack and took care of both of us.
we learned through the days as we found a journal, that this is where my parents lived.
They didnt die from a rebellion attack, they had fled to somewhere safer so that i could be born.
My parents were still long gone, as two tombstones outback indicated, but knowing they didnt die in such a vain manner was good enough for me.
We talked about the experiements, the things they had done in the laboritory to the girl, and her life.
After a few years we came back to find a ruined metal fortress, and the freedom of people stronger than ever.
the psycyatrist had given her life to free the people from the tyranny of the commander, who had died from rubble collapsing on him.
Life was the same again, quite soon.
and me and the girl were married, and we lived happily ever after.
Untill i had to tell her i wasent real, and that i was inside a dream.
She..didnt believe me at first, but i told her that i was only dreaming, and i couldent be here for much longer, because i was waking up.
Being a natural born lucid dreamer, i knew what was happening as i started to fade.
I gave her my goodbyes and told her that one day i might see her again, as somebody who was completely there.
She tried to hug me as i vanished but for all i know she fell to the floor.
I woke up with my body feeling warm from a hug, and tears flowing from my eyes silently.
I was glad i had that day off from work, because i took the entire day to reflect upon it, and never forget it.
having to tell somebody you dont exsist is painful, and i've had to do it so many times.
because my head keeps creating worlds and people and places, but that one girl i really loved.
No relativity to anyone i know, just someone i met and grew to fall in love with.
This is why i dont like reality that much, these days, and why waking up from my dreams is painful.
wow omg that was awesome that would really be a great book for you to write i love having dreams like that i am a person with dreams that turn out like that a few times a year like a movie in my head anyway like i said i had a dream
i kissed a ninetales and i have to say that dream was really f***ed up and at the same time not f***ed up at all i mean i sis dream she loved me and i loved her but i mean it was a pokemon i kissed i guess i read a little to much fan fiction for my own good that night as well a few storys about people having happy lives with pokemon as there love must have done somthing to my dreams nothing dirty the fan fictions were more about like the GOV. Gmen coming and taking away the pokemon and the people taking them back so yeah in short the most f***ed up dream i had also made sence to me in a weird way
wow omg that was awesome that would really be a great book for you to write i love having dreams like that i am a person with dreams that turn out like that a few times a year like a movie in my head anyway like i said i had a dream
i kissed a ninetales and i have to say that dream was really f***ed up and at the same time not f***ed up at all i mean i sis dream she loved me and i loved her but i mean it was a pokemon i kissed i guess i read a little to much fan fiction for my own good that night as well a few storys about people having happy lives with pokemon as there love must have done somthing to my dreams nothing dirty the fan fictions were more about like the GOV. Gmen coming and taking away the pokemon and the people taking them back so yeah in short the most f***ed up dream i had also made sence to me in a weird way
oh and btw i once had a dream like that i tooka class on dreaming and found a way to shape my dreams into world of great things most of the time i can start off where i began land time or where i left off last time now but i never have the heart to tell them i am a real human and they are a dream but i do say to them i may be back one day then i leave
its hard but fading fast you have to tell them something they are idk they seem to have something about them the people in dreams maybe dreams are gateways to other worlds that we can enter idk if thats true but i have had moments where i have had dreams scar me for life from being sad they ended like when i fell for that ninetales that was odd i really felt like she was real and talking to me i think i must ether have a really messed up mind or be a pokephilia nut or something i mean really that was odd even for me
anyway one thing i forgot to say i have dreams wtih her in them all the time now
i have a dream about her about once a week like i said nothing dirty just us talking and having fun
maybe going on a date or something but i always have to wake up before we get to anything like a real love i know that i have to make sure i never have the hurt of losing her in my dreams but is weird latey i have been starting off where we were last like nothing happened i can remember that the dream stopped but she does not and i keep having more and more details make it into my mind after i wake up i guess i am getting used to dreaming of her and i know thats good that means i can tell her i am not real and that i will leave but never for good its weird like you said having this kinda gift is a cursr more likely never knowing if a dream will hurt you for what love you may find
even if that love tends to set the night on fire in more then one way
anyway my dreams are weird i once dreamed i was a dragon and was flying to mordor so yeah weird
and the dreams about river (thats the ninetales name btw) are not really as weird anymore
now they play out like sitcom episodes really its a bit fun to see day to day life with a weird creature
happen in my dreams but still kinda sad that they end with her not knowing i leave
and just for the record i see a lot of them in the 3rd person now so yeah its not that hard to just enjoy them for me now
anyway buddy i hope you find that girl i hope she finds you i hope shes waiting for you in the next dream so you can keep dreaming about her like episodes in the best saga ever told peace be with you my brother
Recently, I've had someone I loved hit by a car five feet in front of me and I've been reliving it quite often in dreams. Not sure what you mean by 'lucid', but it is life-like.
Recently, I've had someone I loved hit by a car five feet in front of me and I've been reliving it quite often in dreams. Not sure what you mean by 'lucid', but it is life-like.
That is so horrible, I cannot imagine the pain it is to re-live that moment over and over again. And 'lucid' is simply that you know you are dreaming, and some people can thus control the dreams.
That is so horrible, I cannot imagine the pain it is to re-live that moment over and over again. And 'lucid' is simply that you know you are dreaming, and some people can thus control the dreams.
It is bad. And, I'm honestly not sure if I'm aware or not. I live through it once more, and then wake up all sweaty. The sweating would probably be from too many blankets, I tend to sleep with three or so.
It is bad. And, I'm honestly not sure if I'm aware or not. I live through it once more, and then wake up all sweaty. The sweating would probably be from too many blankets, I tend to sleep with three or so.
I am not near an expert on dreams, but the fact that it is recurring and it is so vivid when you look back on it (look back on the dreams that is), I think it might be at least partially lucid. Either way terrible, dreams can be wonderful or our worst, well nightmares.
Usually for me I can dreams with strong emotions, I can feel like if they wanted to tell me something but in-dream they probably last about 1-5 mins or so. I lucid dream 50% of the time but Ive had a few epic dreams but nothing like yours lol. If you have a lot of dreams like this you should write them all down into some book and publish it, I mean who knows?
Usually for me I can dreams with strong emotions, I can feel like if they wanted to tell me something but in-dream they probably last about 1-5 mins or so. I lucid dream 50% of the time but Ive had a few epic dreams but nothing like yours lol. If you have a lot of dreams like this you should write them all down into some book and publish it, I mean who knows?
i know i have been gone from this forum for a long time now, and i have to say i get what you said, i have the same thing i feel like a dream is real when i am in it, and it tears me up when i have a really great dream then wake from it finding i was only in my mind, while say talking to a loved one that passed, or falling in love with someone then waking up.
i had a weird dream a few days ago too.
i was walking on the beach with the same ninetales from before, but for some reason i felt happy, then i knew why i was in love with her.
i woke up after a few minutes into the dream when i was about to say i love you to her, and it torn me up cus that feeling was real to me at the time, idk even if it was a really weird dream i still felt real love while i was in it.
and that no matter the creature in the dream it gives you a feeling of losing something when you wake.
i have to say i have been hit with a few dreams like this, i dreamed (when i was about 13) about a dog i had lost a few weeks before, i dreamed he ran up to me, and we all were happy from seeing him again, he had died only about i would say 15 days before.
so yeah no matter the dream it can be weird and give you a heart ache when you wake up,
even if you dreamed about falling in love with a creature that was never even real.
in short dreams have a weird impact on us all and we must learn to deal with them.
Whenever I seem to dream, I am unable to actually see myself. I never notice the hair, nose, or any other party of my body I'd usually see. It's odd, and I wonder what looking into a mirror within a dream would be like o.O
I cried a bit. Like a single tear, like in the movies. I am a lucid dreamer too, and I know that feel bro. Anyone want to hear my story? It was from last year.
Rollback Post to RevisionRollBack
"That's a lot of ninjas."
"Certainly more than the regular amount of ninjas."
I remember once there was this murderer across the street from me and we were looking at eachother eye to eye, but I knew I was dreaming so I snapped my neck, killing myself, and I woke up. It was pretty odd, have you ever had a dream similar to this?
Whenever I seem to dream, I am unable to actually see myself. I never notice the hair, nose, or any other party of my body I'd usually see. It's odd, and I wonder what looking into a mirror within a dream would be like o.O
I wouldn't suggest trying it.
In most cases it causes you to have terrible nightmares.
that..... was so beautifull.. it almost brought a tear to my eye..... ive been trying and trying and trying to have lucid dreams for so long, and the closest ive ever gotten is a point were i feel in control but im not.... your so lucky to be able to have dreams like that. i hear that if you concentrate on the dream as you fall asleep and stuff like that you can re enter the dream.
This makes me jealous and scared of lucid dreaming at the same time.The only really odd dreams I've had are a few dreams of the future..(wtf?..o.O)Like,i dream of something that I've never seen before that i see later on in life or i see/feel/live a particular but random moment that happens in the future( I even hear the sounds that i end up actually hearing).
(Btw,I am christian...Wonder if that has anything to do with these peculiar dreams..)
Edit:I really hope someone replies to this.
Edit #2:Also,it sometimes happens a couple days after i have the dream or a week or two after i have the dream.
This makes me jealous and scared of lucid dreaming at the same time.The only really odd dreams I've had are a few dreams of the future..(wtf?..o.O)Like,i dream of something that I've never seen before that i see later on in life or i see/feel/live a particular but random moment that happens in the future( I even hear the sounds that i end up actually hearing).
(Btw,I am christian...Wonder if that has anything to do with these peculiar dreams..)
Edit:I really hope someone replies to this.
Edit #2:Also,it sometimes happens a couple days after i have the dream or a week or two after i have the dream.
reply. i had a dream of the future once, allthough i cant remember what it was anymore.
Deep into the subconcious, of course.
Should just back away from the whole thing
EDIT: and plus the dreams come back again man they just don't stop a dream that weird always comes back to me for some reason only later on it was like kissing then then she talked to me saying she loved me man that was f***ed up now i really have a hard time using a ninetales on my team
wow omg that was awesome that would really be a great book for you to write i love having dreams like that i am a person with dreams that turn out like that a few times a year like a movie in my head anyway like i said i had a dream
i kissed a ninetales and i have to say that dream was really f***ed up and at the same time not f***ed up at all i mean i sis dream she loved me and i loved her but i mean it was a pokemon i kissed i guess i read a little to much fan fiction for my own good that night as well a few storys about people having happy lives with pokemon as there love must have done somthing to my dreams nothing dirty the fan fictions were more about like the GOV. Gmen coming and taking away the pokemon and the people taking them back so yeah in short the most f***ed up dream i had also made sence to me in a weird way
oh and btw i once had a dream like that i tooka class on dreaming and found a way to shape my dreams into world of great things most of the time i can start off where i began land time or where i left off last time now but i never have the heart to tell them i am a real human and they are a dream but i do say to them i may be back one day then i leave
its hard but fading fast you have to tell them something they are idk they seem to have something about them the people in dreams maybe dreams are gateways to other worlds that we can enter idk if thats true but i have had moments where i have had dreams scar me for life from being sad they ended like when i fell for that ninetales that was odd i really felt like she was real and talking to me i think i must ether have a really messed up mind or be a pokephilia nut or something i mean really that was odd even for me
anyway one thing i forgot to say i have dreams wtih her in them all the time now
i have a dream about her about once a week like i said nothing dirty just us talking and having fun
maybe going on a date or something but i always have to wake up before we get to anything like a real love i know that i have to make sure i never have the hurt of losing her in my dreams but is weird latey i have been starting off where we were last like nothing happened i can remember that the dream stopped but she does not and i keep having more and more details make it into my mind after i wake up i guess i am getting used to dreaming of her and i know thats good that means i can tell her i am not real and that i will leave but never for good its weird like you said having this kinda gift is a cursr more likely never knowing if a dream will hurt you for what love you may find
even if that love tends to set the night on fire in more then one way
anyway my dreams are weird i once dreamed i was a dragon and was flying to mordor so yeah weird
and the dreams about river (thats the ninetales name btw) are not really as weird anymore
now they play out like sitcom episodes really its a bit fun to see day to day life with a weird creature
happen in my dreams but still kinda sad that they end with her not knowing i leave
and just for the record i see a lot of them in the 3rd person now so yeah its not that hard to just enjoy them for me now
anyway buddy i hope you find that girl i hope she finds you i hope shes waiting for you in the next dream so you can keep dreaming about her like episodes in the best saga ever told peace be with you my brother
That is so horrible, I cannot imagine the pain it is to re-live that moment over and over again. And 'lucid' is simply that you know you are dreaming, and some people can thus control the dreams.
It is bad. And, I'm honestly not sure if I'm aware or not. I live through it once more, and then wake up all sweaty. The sweating would probably be from too many blankets, I tend to sleep with three or so.
I am not near an expert on dreams, but the fact that it is recurring and it is so vivid when you look back on it (look back on the dreams that is), I think it might be at least partially lucid. Either way terrible, dreams can be wonderful or our worst, well nightmares.
i know i have been gone from this forum for a long time now, and i have to say i get what you said, i have the same thing i feel like a dream is real when i am in it, and it tears me up when i have a really great dream then wake from it finding i was only in my mind, while say talking to a loved one that passed, or falling in love with someone then waking up.
i had a weird dream a few days ago too.
i was walking on the beach with the same ninetales from before, but for some reason i felt happy, then i knew why i was in love with her.
i woke up after a few minutes into the dream when i was about to say i love you to her, and it torn me up cus that feeling was real to me at the time, idk even if it was a really weird dream i still felt real love while i was in it.
and that no matter the creature in the dream it gives you a feeling of losing something when you wake.
i have to say i have been hit with a few dreams like this, i dreamed (when i was about 13) about a dog i had lost a few weeks before, i dreamed he ran up to me, and we all were happy from seeing him again, he had died only about i would say 15 days before.
so yeah no matter the dream it can be weird and give you a heart ache when you wake up,
even if you dreamed about falling in love with a creature that was never even real.
in short dreams have a weird impact on us all and we must learn to deal with them.
"Certainly more than the regular amount of ninjas."
I wouldn't suggest trying it.
In most cases it causes you to have terrible nightmares.
(Btw,I am christian...Wonder if that has anything to do with these peculiar dreams..)
Edit:I really hope someone replies to this.
Edit #2:Also,it sometimes happens a couple days after i have the dream or a week or two after i have the dream.
reply. i had a dream of the future once, allthough i cant remember what it was anymore.