I've been trying to write this for a few days now but always just end up writing for hours... I'll keep this short.
I just want to know if I would be allowed back and if Vayu builders are needed? I spent about a month of my time writing up ideas [not just the ones I posted], coming up with design ideas and posting/reading on here. If I just leave that time will be a lost month and I really don't feel like losing a month of my time.
I know that Jay got the credit for the idea to build using Japanese architecture as a basis but I swear to god that I had the idea a few days earlier. I didn't tell anyone so its not like he stole the idea but the CPU in my PC burned out before I had a chance to finish the building I was designing based on Himeji Castle with a few other Japanese influences as well. I wanted to SHOW what I was thinking... and got blindsided as a result... not that I blame anyone other then myself.
I'm worth more then just the ideas I have come up with already. Plasma, do you remember the pm I sent about possible lore ideas? That was off the top of my head. I am a writer and as such I can write the dialog for the npc's and it would be quality work! What I sent you was literally off the top of my head [much like this post] and I can do so much better.
I'm trying to show you that I care and trying to say that I'm useful. Before Daemios said what he said I was loyal to this idea.... hell I still am! So please give me a chance to prove that.
Edit: I have severe anxiety at times and this is one of them. I'm trying my best not to delete this post but I'm stressing out... and its only been about a minute... and no one is even on to read it...
Just please understand that I'm not trying to debase anyone with this post. I just said what I've been needing [I mean that literally] to say for about a month.
We need our builders back. I have decided as of now to reset the white list and make everyone re apply again. Reason for this is because when i went over the applications, more then 3/4 were inactive or didn't have great building skills.
Im really liking the look of this. It seems to be an amazing world with a great story behind it. I hope everything goes well and that the building will go smoothly.
Edit: I posted an application for this on the website a couple of hours ago. Then it just dissapeared, it now says I put no such appliaction up on the site? Though I swear the Forum list was longer before.....